- you get tired
- life gets in the way of having fun
- you don't understand the decisions people make
- you get tired
- you get bored
- others decide for you what is going to happen next (a.k.a CHILDREN!)
- you dwell upon things you wish you did not
- you get tired
- you re-prioritize and things get left off the list
- you grow up and realize reality is harsh
- you just don't know what to do
and sometimes...you get just plain TIRED!
such is life...it is a many splendored thing! sometimes good things happen and you don't even try...sometimes bad things happen...and you weren't even PMSing that week! (I know I am not alone in this!!!!). And sometimes...things just happen for a reason...and those are the hardest to accept...but the ones most right for you.
This part will concern only one person...who cares if I dreamt you said my a## was fat? (some days it is...and that REALLY sucks) the TRUTH is...you chose to believe and rely in people you met only through social networking, knew very little about them to TRUST...and not much (if any) face to face...and threw away 11 years of friendship...actually...sistership (maybe that should be sisterhood...who knows). That was your choice. Did it hurt me...yes. But that was your choice...I cannot be responsible for your choice...so own it. Does it suck...sometimes...but I have grown...have some amazing friends...and I am ok. I miss the "sister" I used to have...but have realized quite a few things. That person didn't care about our relationship, otherwise...well...we'd still be friends. Don't think I'm bitter...actually...I'm ok...a bit sad sometimes...but ok. I still think you are a good person...think you WERE a great friend...but think if you truly cared about those 11 years...well...would we be here now? Anywho...my email addy is the same...phone # might be (switched carriers...no idea anymore what # you used to have)...but if you want to talk...hell...why not...we were once sisters (ish).
to everyone else...sorry didn't mean to blab so much to just one person...but hey...SOMETIMES...it's what you got to do....
Later!
Great post Les! I truly have hope for you and this "sister". Like I said beofre, things will work out, maybe not soon whos knows, but true friends do not stay mad forever. 11 years is a long time. Keep trying, I am rooting for yall. Oh and the word is not fat, it's either Phat (pretty hot and tempting? lmao, or pleasantly plump, lol!! Hell some cultures love fat asses!, lmao!!!
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